A lovely friend of mine told me about her blog tonight and it reminded me for the first time in months, that I also have a blog! :)
Right now, I feel like I am in the middle of the ocean. There is no land in sight. All I can see is my little row boat being tossed upon the waves and I have no idea where I am going.
When I choose to see my true reality, the Creator of the universe is rowing my little boat and I am more secure than I can even imagine. Just as I can try to find my own understanding in our current circumstances, I can sit in my boat and search and search for land, but it will not bring me any closer. My Creator tells me not to lean on my own understanding, but in all of my ways acknowlegde Him and He will direct my path. He is not only directing. He is steering, holding, loving, providing, correcting and so much more that I don't have a sophisticated enough vocabulary to describe.
At this moment, unlike most of my moments lately, I choose to rest in Him while He directs our lives. Actively rest as He works through my life at His will.
Thank you, Lord, for the points in my journey where I cannot see land. You are better than my understanding. You are everything.
